February 2010
Sunset Glow - Big Bang
Happiness
you know when life just gets like REALLY good sometimes, and you just can’t help but think “how can i be this friggin lucky?”
that’s what i’ve been feeling these past few days and i’ve come to
realizations
that it’s the people i’m around who have had this sudden impact on me.
the other day, lillian came over.
and just being in her company is...
January 2010
1 tag
Protege Moi - Placebo.
Karma's a bitch.
I recently really upset myself.
I logged onto facebook, angry due to issues that people have been giving me today.
I saw that someone was advertising their formspring, so i clicked the link.
I directed all of my anger onto that person’s “wall”, if you will.
I said some really mean and hurtful things.
That person responded with something that indicated that i had obviously...
a week in a nutshell.
hyeimtaylor:
i completely expected this week to be a total fail.. but alas. my life has fooled me yet again! don’t you just love that reassurance when everything really is going to be okay? not i’m sure i sound pretty stupid at the moment.. i must’ve said that “everything is going to be okay” at least 5 different times over the course of the week. but what can i say. i get ahead of myself. gosh....
4 tags
until we bleed - Lykke Li ft. Kleerup
Le Blog De Betty
so today my friend discovered: http://www.leblogdebetty.com/
and i’m pretty much in love with every single item she has.
can i steal her closet?
in fact,
i was so taken back by her wardrobe, i actually bought one of the pieces.
...
4 tags
Hyperinsomnia
in all my years of life, i have never suffered such severe insomnia.
lately i’ve been functioning on a maximum of 4-5 hours of sleep.
but it’s more like 3 hours at this point.
I don’t know what brought this on,
but i’ve accepted it graciously as i now have more time to do
things that interest me.
I can also do homework much later, but let’s not get into that.
...
9 tags
You're my new Achilles' heel.
it’s been.. a rough couple of days.
as you can see from my angst ridden rants.
but i would just like to say
that there’s this very special person in my life,
and she has the title of best friend.
her name is lillian.
and she makes my life seem more normal,
and more special.
without her, i don’t think i’d be able to get through a lot of things the way i did.
So if...
feelbetter.
4 tags
formspring
http://formspring.me/lexikadarina
every me and every you.
I’m sorry i haven’t really posted anything, but i’ve been living life in a haze lately.
Like everything i do, i’m just going through the motions, i’m scared.
But i don’t know what i’m scared of. i don’t have control over my thoughts anymore, they just come out of nowhere and throw me back. it’s haunting sometimes. it sends chills down to my...
so sadly enough, i was supposed to go see Passion...
ramble time.
ohmycaitlyn:
yes it is time to vent ramble write my thoughts down so i dont go insane.
i seriously have like no friends. i just i’d let everyone know this. i think i’m actually going crazy.
i need legit parents. steven made an amazing point about how i dont live in a healthy enviorment or w/e. it’s so true it’s ridiculous. but w/e. i must stop my constant complaining about my family life....
6 tags
MOTHERFUCKER.
alrighty.
so you know that feeling you get in your gut, where you’re SO MAD that anything that you come into contact with makes you mad? And you just want to punch a wall and treat it like it’s a deadly disease that’s come back to haunt you. And you’re in “FUCKYOU” mode. So much so that you’ll deliberately go out of your way to find someone who looks...
3 tags
“once upon a time nobody gave a fuck .”
– Kid Cudi.
i start to agree with this more and more every day :3
yes, this is in German. But it’s such a...
2 tags
GLEE.
no.
not like the show.
you nimrod :)
you know that feeling when you’re so genuinly happy? When nothing seems to bother you? That’s my favorite. That’s my favorite.
7 tags
What's the point?
So i’m going to be your anti-everything teenager when i tell you that you look like a moron when you smoke. When you drink. When you show up home trashed. When you come home baked. It’s something that we’re taught from at a young age… don’t smoke, it can kill you. So can alcohol….. i’m not going to tell you that i’ve never had alcohol. What i can...
“When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands...”
– Mark Twain
Lucid Dreaming.
…..Is the only time that i feel peaceful, and at a proper equilibrium. Don’t you love that feeling, when you’re almost floating? You feel so weightless, without all the stress. It’s quite lovely, actually.
